the famous l.a

well last night i got the real taste of good ol l.a, and i dare say it left a bitter taste in my mouth. i guess having not only your money but also your sanity stolen and being punched in the mouth can do that to you. i always heard about the bad and the gang violence but i never really saw it or experienced it until last night. (off on a whole other tangent) you know its fucking crazy, we get a black president, a person of power and character who set a positive example that we can be better than what we are, but there are still black on black violence. it makes me sad to report that my muggers were black. it makes me even more sad that there are still people who play into that gangster mentality, no wonder people dont trust black people no wonder no one wants to hire a black person in corporate america, bc of the image that they have of black people. well i can tell you now that i confirm the popular consensus. but it would be unfair of me to say that its just black peoples fault, its not, it is the media and the people who run this fucked up country of ours. they want to keep black people out of corporate america and from getting too much power and influence to make change, so they turn minorities against each other. well i say fuck it all, hopefully i will be out of this damned country finding peace somewhere else.