hate is a strong word, so i will go with disgust and shame. i have been feeling a great deal of disgust towards my sister and her actions as of late. she is not the person i thought she was. partly the reason is because of her boyfriend. it make me genuinely sad that i say that i can not trust my sister. she lies, and i dont like liars especially from a family member. i honestly dont understand why she feels she has to lie or do the things she does. i dont see why she has interest in someone who cant even wash his own clothes. she wont even wash her own clothes, but she will wash his. she puts him over her immediate family. its sad to say but i honestly think that once i move out of the house i will never come in contact with my sister again. i dont want to be around someone like that. what hurts me the most is that she lies to my dad. my dad gives up a lot for us to be happy and for her to deceive him makes me angry. i wish i can slap some sense in her but i might actually use my hand, and i dont hit women. when i see my sister i feel no love for her, i dont even have words to explain that. its crazy, but she chose to be the way she is but it pains me to say that she will be cut out of my life very soon