right now im feeling very depresses for some odd reason. i have my tail between my legs and everything. to be honest its a little pathetic, but the feeling wont go away. it could be the stress from the week of school and the oncoming stress of the work i have to do. i have been thinking of italy a lot tho, im feeling like the opportunity is slipping away and i have no control over it. i want to go, not only bc of the possible orgy fest i can get in on. but to experience being on my own. and it would just be fucking awesome. my attitude is on a whole new level of fuck it right now, not on a fuck the world rebellious level but close. so now im going to go back to tv and let it continue to ruin my intelligence